Personal reflection
— Time —
There is a condition when you doubt yourself because you don’t feel have certain privileges to achieve your dreams. Sometimes we’re just unconscious of having another privilege that actually can help us.
My mind around five years ago said “I lost before the war began” for some reason, but still believe that I can reach my dreams (although I don’t have any idea about that). So, I want to finish what I already start in the beginning.
After time flies and through my life crisis, I tried to recall my hope and be brave for making it into reality. Focus on what I had that can boost my chance to become a winner. “Oh, I’m quite flexible to arrange my task in the project which enable me to make spare time and got support from my parents”, but sometimes it doesn’t occur your way so I should keep on my eyes until late at night for make well preparation after I done with my job desks.
Long story short on D-day…
In the first trial, I failed!
“Hey, come on! Take a deep breath, relax, take time for evaluation, and go on.” Then, I decided to be brave (again) with a new strategy for the next trial. In those moments, I was grateful for all my support systems who gave positive vibes and cheer me up.
I still remember clearly, when I wake up in the morning and then get my phone to ensure an announcement many times. So happy to see finally succeed in the next test!
Need more time to build your brave and self-belief isn’t a fault. All people get “the moment” in their way. Once again, next time I should battle for my dream more confidently!
— Limit —
Someone said that a diamond keeps shining even though in dirty water and toxic isn’t kill you when you’ve got an antidote.
A supportive environment is a blessing, also you will grow great things as much as you want. In the opposite moment, it can be a nightmare when you’re starting to compare your life path with others and losing the opportunity that you imagined before. So, what’s next? Are you wanna stop and give up?
I was always wondering while looking in the sky, “can I be equal with them in the future?” or “can I get it?.” The answer is you should try your best no matter the end of the story. Maybe you need a lot of effort to enhance your spirit, but no problem. You can start in a little step!
— Mind —
From the story above, I feel there is one thing that becomes a crucial part of those journeys. Yeah, that’s mind! Without your positive mind, your energy isn’t more difficult to boost. Setting your mindset is like a drive wheel that can create movement. The power of mind doesn’t lie :)
